they

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you are no more  “an acquaintance” 

This instance …

I realised your love for me is  “so immense …..”

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You make me blush ,even though you live “far a distance ……”

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I learned about your thoughts which  are “so dense ..”

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I am scared that one day or the other I will just get, “caught up in that fence ….”

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everything  is making sense ...

All those people  in life previously were just passing clouds.,,examples of my “ past tense ....” 

hence …..

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COVID 19 ...

dear world !

wake up ......

when you are 29 !

Don’t  wait until they tell you , you  are ready

The world might say you are not allowed to yet

I waited a long time out on this world before i gave myself permission to fail...

Please don’t even bother asking

Don’t even bother asking the world

Show it

Do it ......

-------------------------------peter dinklage 

we stop ..we lose...

Its always stays  back of my head...........
which i never said ........................

Its always something to be left..............
a mystery and a secret i kept ........

Its always hard to hold .............
when i don't believe in what they told........

Its always a story i want to end 
since i very well know ,.,i cant defend......

Its always what i felt
but somehow i end up seeing my  dreams melt ......

still  i play....
and  i stop ..,
then i rewind
and i play again .....
and i stop 
then i rewind 
and i play ...
i play .....
i rewind ...
and i play ....
cause i know ....
i  stop ..i lose !  

#can't stop

i can't stop turning " old "..
many stories i kept to myself;
to the world they were always " untold "
&
my dreams ,.they left " unsold " !!


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i can't stop turning " old "..
never i was this cold;
to the people nor close friends i " hold  "
&
as time passed ..i became so " bold " !!


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i can't stop turning " old "..
with places & memories i am locked;
to life i am just a prisoner who will never be " paroled "
&
whenever i look back ;tears always rolled  but with eyes open
 i still play life " blindfold "

crazy stupid me ...!

a life changing event is about to happen & i am bloody tensed about how i am gonna deal with it .
all i do is think about it all the time and at times i even freak out .i wish i handle it little more sensibly and don't screw things big time as i mostly do .