december 13th ........

i am nuts ...........

i managed to fall ill again ...!!

what the fuck ?????

typhoid ..just 4 months back ...now its jaundice .......

wats happening ???

my status:: man ....it sucks .........blood tests ///urine tests /////tablets .....

NO NO NO //

!!

love !!

love is in the air !!

LOVE HURTS ..reallyYYY!!!

love hurts !!


still love the feel of being loved !!


best in the world!!

serious ShiT .........

what is narendra doing?

man narendra's into some serious shit...........

yes narendra decided not to fly .....

narendra now what's to be desi BOy...........

narendra now has 2 years exactly to prove himself............

now wat is narendra's plan....

narendra now has 5 options................

!) GATE....2) FILM INDUSTRY......3) SERVICES 4) TRY FOR A GOVERNMENT JOB ....5) Australia (eliminated )

why is he doing this...???

LOVE guys...................

MUsiC & lYrics.............

NO no.....i am not talking abt the drew Barrymore & huge grant starer movie "music & lyrics..."

life now is like swinging to beats ............life is full of BJM's .........tunes.........intros .....synth......& vocals .........

TejA...JOhn.....RAm...PRAmODh & me...... the team........

we started our work...........THE alBUm...........

the mood is awesome.......my experience working with these fellas was great.........

date 5th august ....

song ...pain in breakup........it took 3 continuous days ..the output ......superb........

22nd to 26th of september ........

best days .............the feel ...,the fights ... misunderstandings

songs .........vedana & kanulalo.....

4 days ...no food..only music............

i hope everything goes right & wat we dreamed is achieved .....

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........................................................................................................................last impression

incOmplete

things are going good.,few more tests.Doc wants me to take rest for 2-3 weeks..fine & yea started my dream project., turning out well.

It feels so nullified when you are not quite sure with wats going around .I never had any issues with life.,it gave me evrything.I can easily say that., i am the happiest person alive on this earth.I feel incomplete still.,i donno why..??

25 days out of 3 months are lost..i din't do anything....

Geez ...lord i want to know things...explore world......flY.......enjoy......drink like fish....dance like doG..

shez waiting ........!!!! the most beautiful piece of art you made .....LIfE!!

july 1st- july 20th

salmonella enterica serovar thypi.....|| fuck U bastard ||

It wud have been a different july al-together ...It wud have been the greatest july of my life....dude u ruined it.

chal chod....woh kahte hai na "jo bhi hota hai ache keliye hi hota hai"

maine kabi nahi socha ki mein mere sabse important din bed pai pada rahunga....

yarr u've wasted a month....now u left with very few days..........make it happen .......

oops ..hey all....sorry!!!!

yea you are right...typhoid !!!

it sucks man........

20 days-> 7 blood tests ......80 odd tablets .....x-rays......widal tests ....urine .....|| my mom's too caucious u C.....||

no vodka..

no beer...

no movies.......except these..,yea life's happening as u notice ......

i have to like eat curd rice....yaKK

coconut water ..huh i hated it........

my sisters like laughing at me........

dad's hapy that .,finally i fell ill...yea yea dad....saved ur wallet huh..don warry

||brother...||thanks man ...for N96 ....it helped me !!!

mom u rock......u are too gud......i hope u wil think of chicken this sunday.......i am done ma.....

anyways .........i hope august has something for me.....

life ...just wait ...i am covering myself......i mean recovering ......or watevr

reaSon

reAson...

i don't see it obvious....

the reAson....

it doesn't even make any sense..

what makes me feel.,its abt to rain

but still its not gonna make me drain..........

i see a storm ahead on my way..& i am sure its never gonna make me pay............

donno...

the reAson.....what puts me right back on the track....

donoo

the reAson....why it never made me feel bad......

all i am is what every one are ...donno why they still see the other side of me........

they think i still fear the darkness & am afraid of the rush outside......

they say i am gonna go down holding a flag & endup being nothing but "useless"..

the reAson ......

i donno why i want them 2 go on talk ....

the reAson..

i donno why i don't even think 2 answer back.....