RESUME OR REBOOT

awwhhh ....


kind of confused ...!!


should i be resuming my life or should i reboot ...???


resume would make me live with her thoughts and memories which is like living hell .....and reboot would erase her completely which i really dont want to do .........

i ask my self every day where it went wrong ...???

its not that i lost something or gained something .....life seems so dull ....suddenly i just feel dejected ....flashes of her killing me .....

i sleep thinking of her and  my heart its so heavy  these days .........
i even  woke up with her thoughts .....


wish i get well soon ......wish i get over her and find my-self again ...!!!



peace !!



love rocks !!rocked my life ;)

the back stab !!

IT WAS A FIERCE BATTLE ........IT WAS ON !!

I WAS SO STRONG AND WAS ON FIRE .....THERE WAS NO STOPPING AND THEN SUDDENLY I WAS STABBED FROM BACK BY MY VERY OWN (WHOM I THOUGHT WAS ...............)


I FELT LIKE THAT KARNA IN MAHABHARAT WHO WAS HELPLESS IN THE BATTLE ...!!AS THEY SAY THERE ARE LIKE THOUSAND REASONS FOR HIS DEATH .,BUT FOR ME THERE WAS ONLY  ONE REASON FOR LOOSING MY LIFE.............ITS HER !!

WHAT IN THE HELL WAS SHE THINKING ....!!
I THOUGHT I KNEW THIS GIRL ............

I SAW THE TRAITOR FORM OF HER THAT DAY ..!!

I WOULD HAVE TAKEN THE BLAME ON ME IF SHE TOLD ME THAT SHE IS BEING FORCED .....BUT SHE WAS LIKE PLAYING A SAFE GAME ..... BIG BLIND !!

& THE IDIOT ME WENT ON FOR "RAISE" ALL THE TIME ....SHOULD HAVE GONE FOR A DROP !!


ITS ABT BEING HAPPY ....& WHEN SHE THINKS ITS NOT WORKING ..WHERE IS THE POINT AND
WHY IS IT TAKING A LONG TIME FOR ME TO UNDERSTAND IT ??

BREAK-UP'S ARE LIKE THE ADD-ONS TO UR SHAADI-RESUME THESE DAYS ......

CHILL !!


SHE WAS NOT URS BACK THEN .....SHE WAS NOT URS NOW .....!!


THE SAFE-GAME WORKED FOR HER  ...............................:)

walk through....

you will be surprised to know that history is good for break-ups ....

i mean you go visit some place which got some historical significance you will feel better !! :)

TRUE !!


i actually should thank my family for holding on to me ..they were like a real support !!

i went to rajasthan .....loved the trip !!

yeah occasionally i just slipped into her thoughts but i had a great time...!!


chittorgarh !! bilwara !! udaipur !!

awesome treat to my eyes !!

and then friends .....!!

awhh !! man they just rock !!

thanks guys !!



it dint make any sense to me after few days ....why am i being like this ...!!

people are like so in love with you ..one person left you and you just hurt urself and others too...


neahh!!

dust it off i thought !!


thats wat i did ..&


thats how a new me was born  ....!!

Break-Up !!

date: 03-09-2012


life isnt same......
i miss talking to her
i miss walking with her
i miss fighting with her .......


what she did sucked .,i was devastated  !! my life suddenly turned black !!

to reach her became my destiny ...........
lived for years in that reality ....
found love which i thought was  full of purity ......!!


i lived for her ...i planned life with her ! its hard to believe that she just left !!

all the promises ..all the i-wont-leave-u stuff everything seems so stupid now...!!



date :24-09-2012

life is cool

i don't miss her (lie)

what she did  sucks for me ...not for her may be ...!!

life is full of fun ...!! we just need to learn to make it colorful !


we need love ...when we dont find it we leave that place ...may be she left me cause she dint feel it ..!!


i dont want to wish any luck to her ;)

duh !! she killed me almost ...lolzz !!


kidding ....

i want her to be happy but i also wish for a day where she realizes that she made a huge mistake !!


people out there who lost in love......

just hold on .....time heals things !!