aftermath effect ..!!

I stopped being myself ............
I hardly talk now-a-days .......
I lost my smile...............
I gaze at things for hours ............
I have no clue at times what i am doing ......................
I feel lonely at times.......
I fear darkness now....
I slip into thoughts just like that .......
I miss myself ....
I find it hard even to  sleep ............
I am left with questions .....................
I stopped using my phone ...........
I get scared of going to places we been together
I drink too much these days .....
I dont know whom to blame ......
I sleep late and wake up too early ........
I gave up trusting ppl .....
I regret for evrything .....
I wish to have never met u ...
I seek peace ...............

I am half dead ! I am nothin but a warm body .............!
thanks for  the aftermath effects  love ....